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Savannah Chrisley reveals that she hit a breaking point.
on her episode tuesday Unlocked with Savannah Chrisley podcast, this chrisley knows best Celebrity Discussion Challenge raising her brother Grayson, 16, and niece Chloe, 10, play her parents todd and Julie Chrisley serve them imprison.
“That night, I had a total meltdown. I wanted to find Chloe the right clothes to visit my parents and find her hair,” she shared. “I just sat on the floor and started crying.”
The 25-year-old reality star added, “I’m not my mother. What am I going to do? I don’t feel like I’m worthy or capable enough to do the work she’s done her whole life.”
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Chloe, however, offered her some reassurance as the family adjusted to the new normal. “I was sitting there and the next day Chloe said, ‘You did a great job. You made me ramen noodles last night,'” she recalls.
Savannah shared that she plans to step up her game during family meals.
“Every Sunday from now on we’ll be planning our meals for the week and you guys will tell me what I want for dinner,” she said. “We’ll get groceries for the week and you’ll know what you’re going to eat every night.”
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Despite the odds, Savannah revealed that she has found peace in her situation.
“I have a conversation with my dad He said, “It’s going to be the hardest but most rewarding thing you’ll ever do. I’m starting to see that,” she said. “It’s crazy because I’m leaving one place and sitting in the same chair on, thinking about how mad I am at God, ‘Why are you allowing all of this to happen? One after another. Where are you? ‘ Now I’m in such a peaceful place. “
She added that she hoped Chloe and Grayson “Peace and calm” will also be found.
“We need to figure out healthier ways to cope and deal with things, even if it’s just a little thing I’m trying to implement because I’m not their mom,” she explained. “I’m not their dad. I’m their sister.”
“I want to keep playing the older sister role,” she added. “But when you’re playing the role of parent and discipline, it’s hard.”
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the chrisley family Sentenced In November, a jury found the couple guilty of a multimillion-dollar bank fraud and tax evasion scheme in June. Todd and Julie were also required to serve another 16 months of probation after they were released from prison.
On Jan. 17, Todd checked into the Pensacola federal prison camp to begin his 12-year sentence, while Jolie reported to a prison in Lexington, Kentucky, to serve out her seven-year sentence. Todd and Julie were also required to serve another 16 months of probation after they were released from prison.
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Two reality TV stars are currently working on appeal their case.
“I know it’s not my final destination“, Todd in a Chrisley’s Confession A podcast recorded before he went to prison. “I know this could be my future for a minute, but I also believe that the justice system will turn it around. I also believe that the appeals court will see it for what it is.”